The Other Twin

Sometimes I wonder. Sometimes I wonder if certain people legitimately hate me. Sometimes I wonder how I got to 21. Sometimes I wonder why people like ham. Sometimes I wonder what it would be like to be someone else. Sometimes I wonder what the next ten years hold. Sometimes I wonder what happened to motivation. Sometimes I wonder what I'm going to do. Sometimes I wonder if I'm going to be a good missionary. Sometimes I wonder what it would be like if chocolate didn't exist. Sometimes I wonder in regret. Sometimes I wonder if I could be brave. Sometimes I wonder if life were simpler. Sometimes I wonder why people have to be rude. Sometimes I wonder where the good went. Sometimes I wonder if I should have said something. Sometimes I wonder what a broken bone feels like. Sometimes I wonder if I'm being the person I should be. Sometimes I wonder if I'm to weak. Sometimes I wonder what short hair feels like. Sometimes I wonder if I'm to sensitive. Sometimes I wonder what people are thinking. Sometimes I wonder what could have been. Sometimes I wonder if I'm really an artist. Sometimes I wonder if I'm ever going to decide on a career. Sometimes I wonder what happened to certain relationships. Sometimes I wonder why I'm tired during the day and not at night. Sometimes I wonder what it could be like. Sometimes I wonder if I look mean. Sometimes I wonder if music didn't exist. Sometimes I wonder what if. 

Sometimes I wonder. But only sometimes.